Torn Apart

The pile of books.. thicken by dust. The clean notes... no scribbles. The datelines to submit my reports are getting nearer. I am drowning in my own guilt - for not doing a good job. I brought back my study materials, but I did not even flip a page.

Thursday is bout to end. I had no choice, I need to stay up today. I truly know that the longer I dont flip those materials, the more I will pile it up, and the more my anxiety is going to grow till I barely breathe.

Nobody is going to disrupt my plans for tonight and tomorrow. I truly need this, and YOU - the devil can't stop me.

Modules Datelines  *starting from Week 7* :
M & E       - Oral Presentation + Report
Adolescent - Essay on Adolescent behavior
Personality - Lab Report
R. Method - R. A. TEST + Proposal
BioPsych   - Presentation + Proposal

I am so scared and depressed, not to mention.. I feel stress too!

Lets see...

 

The Angel wants to study, the Devil wants to Relax. These two are always fighting in my decision makings

The Devil has many other friends (temptations) to defeat the Angel

So.. I need God's help

TO GET RID OF MY TEMPTATIONS !!

But I need to Help myself, God gave me chances, I turned them down. So I need to help myself.

I am always running away from HIM, when He offers HELP

Lets see.. How Tim overcome her temptations later. Will She Study later at night and tomorrow? We will see.

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside. 

She can't hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind the lies. And kkat night she cries away her pride, with eyes shut tight staring at her inside. she's got to do is stop kiddin herself. She can only fool herself for so long