Confession of a Last-Minute prisoner of IMU student.

I miss you.................

Holding hands together.. Jalan-jalan without worrying tomorrows responsiblities.. Those days..

But now................ This cant do anymore.. Exams exams and exams... Gah!

I cant believe End of Semester (EOS) exam is round the corner.

I felt very...
Stress.. Frustration... anger...restless..anxiety...fear...

Ya, the picture shows it all.

I hate it alot when I dont prepare much. Is always last minute work I am doing. My report that was submitted days ago, and my crappy presentation I presented yesterday clearly reveals my "lousy-time-management" skills.

In my world, I always live with the... "I could have done better, only if......"

Regret regret regret regret regretDatelines of assignment were given to us much earlier, question is.. with the dateline given, do you even know how to start off with? It wasn't students fault to hand up a so-called "I hope this will do" assignment, I felt lecturers should guide us to do our reports etc..etc.. Maybe is just me. So used to being spoon-fed, now I am completely sunk in my ocean of confussion.

I need motivation, inspiration, determination but not examination

Gah~ With major exams coming along, I still thinking bout holiday.

But to enjoy my perfect holiday with *ah-hem* teehee~ or with my family...

I really need to get my butt to stick on the chair to study real hard~Lord, I pray for determination! I really need to get through this.

I want FREEDOM !!!

I guess this can be my 2010 study motivation ^^

Study mode..Switched on.. Dear-dear.. thanks for the drinking bottle. Muaxs.. Lord.. Be with me.. Loves..

Simple acts, laughter cracks

The reflection of L-o-V-E

My Cheeky Monster.. =P

It all started off with a cup of Grande Caramel Machiatto

Then... with loads of midnight mission *completing daycare work*

Later with lots of tender care and spices added in the chapter of my lonely life,

Finally, a soft whisper.....saying.....................

"Be Mine'..

I m Yours. Jason M'raz.......................

An early dedication to...

Thanks for...

being there for me.

going through all the hassles for me.

the abundant motivations

loves from you.

the encouragement & support

putting a smile on my face when I frown.

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I'm no longer seeing a lonely set of footprints down this lonely lane.. Because I think there is another set of footprints behind me.. which is silently guiding me through this rough moments of time I am facing..

Thanks.. Have a safe journey to PD.

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As i looked through the pics I took in DayCare. I missed those cheeky fellows even more. Wondering how you guys been.. Hehe..


Gah~ Assignment is never ending, I shall say that my RAYA break is not bout enjoying, not spending time at all rather, I will spend it with piles of works.. Suckzz..

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Psychoz 109.
The HAPPY FAMILY. My seniors and my lecturers. (Obviously some are not in >.<)

Velocity

Its been sooooo long i haven't updated this Lifeless Blog. According to Wen Jie (2009), stated that "also donno how u r doing, ur blog oso takder benda update". Haha, too much reports and assignment..So ya. Reason stated, that y u r viewing this *recent post* now.

So stress la being in IMU.

For next week..

• Mon= Presentation + Written Essay (1500 words)
• Tues=Infancy& Childhood Quiz
• Wed= Presentation on Social Psy Ads
• Thurs= Intro to Psy Quiz
• Fri= Due date for Infancy & Childood (1500 words) REPORT.

To further add on the spices... All of these i mentioned are marks which will be encounted in my assessment !

Things are not going so smooth at the moment.

Firstly, there are issues at my rumah. Taknak Mention la, nanti I kena jikalau ni dibaca.. Next, my over piled up workloads are driving me nuts.. I am sleep deprived. Everyday, m struggling to combat with the sleepy devil inside me. Academic wise, I think m doing fine, but I need to work harder to get a higher distiction. Better A's that means...

Ohya.. My course mates are all great companions. But, I dont have any close friends, so Basically I am on my own Missions. I do hang out with them, but I prefered to hang out in the library to finish up my stuffs..

So I am not ANTI-SOCIAL ok!

So whats new?

I have joined a English Class to improve my language. I also joined Swimmming Class to improve my backache...

ps: I love you... I hope you know... I am always there for you.

Lord.. I need strength, courage, wisdom, faith and an optimistic mind to carry on with my life..

So thankful, that ... I am lucky in a way.. ^^

Sympathetic Nervous System Dysfunction

Yucks.. Stress.. Assignment sucks la. Haiz. So far in IMU also ok-ok la.. Only some certain issues NOT GOOD..
Need to be Hyper
Need to deal with unresolved issues....

I.Murdered.U

Currently in Uni, suppose to find very imp data but end up..*Taa-daa* Blogging. Aiyo. IMU really takder food,plus if u say.."Go mamak lar~" The "mamak" is only the 3miserable stall at front of my uni. SAD CASE.
Stressnya~
Dont feel like studying AT ALL. (Sei Lor) hahaha.

Proposal is a superbly NICE MOVIE. a must to watch la.

Yeer, to photocopy in IMU, u must 1st buy that PERMIT TO PHOTOCOPY CARD which cost RM25 ! WTF man~ Plus, paper is not provided ! IMU is like LOAN SHARK. Crap.

Okie, back to my black and white paper...
Study...

(T-T)

PS109

Gah~ So frustrating! I cant log into the imu websites~ I cant download my notes. GGrr..
Orientation is so crazy, yet fun. So bored, tired. I am at home.. Thought i could print my stuff.. BUT~ Psssk Psssk. Blah~ Will upload more info when I remember bringing my camera there. Geeze~ I remember to bring my Cable, my charger but not my Camera.. What a noob la.