Pieces of twerpies-ness

I finally knew why I was moody and lack of interests in whatever I tried to do. My menstration was delayed for almost a week! Finally, I was relieved that it came, on the other hand, I hated it because of the pain I need to go through.
Well, like any teenagers, I need to go through stress in studies and some other matters. But, i guessed I am coping well. I think. x)      

BUT I STILL NEED MOTIVATION ! AND ENCOURAGEMENT ! Does anyone want to be my pushing force? *hints*

Okay~ I knew i need to study instead of spending my time blogging here. Teehee~ God~ I felt sorry for myself.

Now, *drum rolls* I spent rm90 for these books.
Ugh~ Can't wait to read'em all ! But i knew that i am FALLING WAY BACK if i dont study. Sigh~

Besides, this manga totally rock! The title is called "CUTIE BOY" *sways*

Ok, now.. Whispers~
Say I am jealous or what-so-ever.  (0-o)???

Isn't it normal for any girls to doubt of just curious if your bf hang-out alone with just ONE girl? It will be worse if that girl is smacking hot ! Is not that I dont trust him, I will be JEALOUS. Hell no, I gonna say: Dear, I dont like u socializing with her alone, I am jealous. Argh~ Sounded like an idiotic mushroom brainess twerp yo! Duh~  is not like my bf cheats on me, He woud'nt dare. *smickles*

Is it not right to not trust your bf just a lil? Sometimes, it is just a form of wanting to protect ourselves from being hurt AGAIN. Besides, I told him friggin everything that was going on in my life. I never hid anything from him. That lil NOT-TRUST, was thinking bout what would he do if he were to be ALONE with ONE GIRL. Again~ You name it, jealousy, envious.

Perhaps, i am just a lil selfish~ Boohoo... I sounded like some wicked witch ! EEEeekk~ Argh, he would'nt knew why I was unhappy bout this ALONE with a girl idea. Geeze~ my previous Ex two-timed me yo! So what could u expect? Again, is not that my bf would two-time me, is just that... maybe i just dont want to loose him, that why, I totally cant leave him ALONE with one girl.

Okay~ Enough of this ALONE WITH A GIRL thing.

I felt like buying a new contact lens. Just for beauty purposes. I noticed girls look more pretty with coloured lens. I love'em. I thought of these variations, which is nice eh?

Alrigh~ Time is up! hit the books. muaks..