Upsize

I don't know what got into me, but I am so firm that I MUST DIET and EXERCISE. I am also absolutely positive that my weight is increasing at an alarming state.

At first, I thought that the weighing machine was not working. That didn't bother me much until I heard comments stating that (Tim, you're getting chubbier.. Whoa~ Whats up with your layer of fats?... Hey, U changed a lot, more MEAT than last time.) I AM FAT.

Not so pleasing after all. It really crushed my spirits into pieces when I kept hearing people going to gym, getting satisfactory results and playing sports. I am happy for them. I do knew that what u paid for, you will get what you yearn for. However, I envied them as well.
I cant afford to play sports or hit the gym at this time, I've got that F*** up back problems. Instead of getting my sport shoes on and run the fields, I spent hours sitting doing paper works. Thats where all my muscles turned into FATS. My metabolism died down and I am GROWING UPSIZE. No more fancy cute lil tops or dresses.

When I observed myself at the mirror, I felt angry and sad. When I Look at foods, i gradually learnt to hate them. I turned them into my enemies. On top of that, I bought loads of slimming products. I bought three friggin items which I dont even know if it works!
Since I cant exercise like I used to, I dont bother much about consuming these items.

I bought these....

Many said it does wonders for those who wants big bust, I thought I will try it.

And this..

I ate this at night..since my stomach is the biggest concentrated lump of fats.

And this..

Its natural all right, my favorite. Detox and Slimming in a combo package.

On top of that, I limit my food intakes. I could easily finish up two plates of rice, but I choosed not to.

I guess is a good start. Hitting down the gym is rather costly, so I rather kick my lazy ass up in the morning and run like a mad women in my park.

Challege, here I roar...