14 June - I/O psychology
15 June - Statistic II and Health Psychology.
Then EXAM IS OVER. God help me!!
Hey Little Heart, you gotta stay strong! I don't want to pass out AGAIN.
My body is rather disorganized.
It all started with puking 8 times in an hour, (I am not bulimic, mind you) got my dad send me to the clinic, had my medication. The doctor said it was food poisoning...
So I thought is ok~ Went to the exam hall the next day, my friend said I look like as if I took drug. Yeap, is drug use, not abuse :D
*dizzy~ my head spinning like a G6 when I was doing my drug & behavior paper*
I went home.. rest.. took a shower.. strange....
My heart started beating very fast.. irregular beats.. Don't ask why.. I pass out few times in a day.. I think my mum freak out when she found me in the kitchen unconscious.. Not to mention, my bizarre behavior..so till now.. every now and then she checks my pulse. My dad monitors my blood pressure..
Heart attack - My dad's enemy. Is my enemy too.
Sometimes, is your body that teaches you how to live LIFE. There is adjustment and adaptation. As long as you live, there will be battles to go through. But, with GOD, anything is possible.
Every colorful pills, NO MATTER WHAT DOSAGE~ there is side effects.. for this pill to counter that side effect, for this to reduce the symptoms, blah--blah--blah...
I am not taking anymore, God controls my life, not you steeeeewpid pills! injections and more lifeless objects!!
Sadly, no more coffee or any other stimulants... boohoo~ Ms Heart, please don't pump like you are running some marathon. Is tiring! I really need to breathe...
Saturday.. O Saturday. C'mmon I need a fruitful week!
Ok.. back to my desk. I haven't finish my coloring book...
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