Luke 1:37

Ya~ Its a bible verse.

The scripture said: For God nothing shall be impossible."

Somehow, as i am typing this post, I dont feel like as if I am going to cry or so. Somehow, there is one lil voice telling me that everything is going to be alright. Through God's Grace, I've met wonderful people in this period of time where I accepted blows after blows of hardcore events. To add on, I even somehow felt God is directing different people, different situation to tell me..

"Hang in there, be strong.. I am with you. Just trust in me.."

How did all these thoughts came along?

Well...since the GP at Gleneagles sort of DONO WHAT TO DO WITH my condition.. I seek for a chiropractor. I thought he could help me at first.

But... after analysing my previous MRI. He said.. I've got..

1) My bones shifted from my neck all the way to my tail bone. *A condition known as Skeleton Subluxation*
2) My tail bone is curved inwards instead of outwards.
3) My C-spine and T-spine Dysfunction.
4) One bone chipped off. *I knew that all along*

Out of sudden.. Instead of all the hope that I had..just crushed like THAT. I mean..
Lord, aren't YOU helping me? Why instead of something more overwhelming.. YOU gave me.. a so sudden report.

Anyhow I had a total of 7 x-rays. The report had sent to the chiropractor. This Wed is the day.. I know by all means.. whether that doc can cure me ornot.

I admited. I am depressed due to the fact that Doctors whom I seek for seems like tosing me here and there. Hey, I have feelings as well. I come to you guys for help!!

Geeze.. I got teased by my partners back at work. I felt hurt.. I am not some..

Fragile doll...

or....

Tulang sakit nanti putus FELLOW... etc etc..

Its sad.. But i believe I can find cure...Right?? right? right? Anyone?

Tomorrow is my MUET exam. Friggin scared.. Since I did not prepare much. haha..

God hlep me!! Help me!

Later I am going to christian homefellowship.. Nice eh~~ Hahaha..

God.. Help me throughout all this.. I need YOU, my HERO. *winks*

Back to studies....