Little Shadow of secrets

Today will be my last day staying over at dear-dear house. Even though I have not pack my bags and head home tonight, I felt that I'll definitely miss this family.

Uncle is so caring

1. He prepared breakfast+lunch+dinner for me EVERYDAY!
2. He is SUPERBLY CONCERNED if u dont eat enough. Instead eating a normal portion, *if u know me, i do eat alot* he would TAMBAH BANYAK BANYAK for me. Hmm,it seems that i am eating more than i am studying.
3. He talked to me alot.. hmm, communicating with him makes me realized how naive I was if i dont think twice before commiting an action.

Aunty is so lovable <3

The way she talks to me is so gentle, and sweet. She is just sooOOO wonderful

Sigh~ I looked at her, then I'll think of my mum. Deep down i think to myself, no matter how bad my relationship & my mum is.. Deep down i know she still loves me.

Dear-dear... *drum rolls* My Everything.

• He is so great because he plays many roles. He is superman! *Hopefully he dont read this*
• He is a teacher, because he is a proofreader for my h/w
• He is a doctor, because he mends my heartache, my medicine for my hopeless spirit
• He is a taxi driver, he knows lot of road for shortcuts, send me to my destination in a short period of time.
• He is an entertainer, he is soooo lame at times, that i dont know if i should laugh or not.
• He is WONDERFUL GOD'S CREATION

Ok. I hope he dont read this. Because i dont like to praise him in reality.

Alright, one thing i would like to highlight is I NEED TO WORKOUT! Argh, the weighing machine stated that
FAT TO LOOSE: 5.9 KG

DAMN~~ DAMN~~ No way! well, the way i eat is... shall not mention

Looking at myself.. I grew sideways already. My pants also ketat. I MUST CHANGE~

My konon ideal-self~ haha

Aiks.. Exam is like is FEW MORE DAYS.......................
Felt that lot of books also HAVEN'T TOUCH! I felt at times I am not productive enough!

I am easily distracted as well.

Sleepiness just loves to find me when I am spending quality time with MY BOOKS

Not only that, i am experiencing cognitive dissonance. To study or play?

Id VS Superego

Ok. enough complaining, back to BOOKS..

Tim Tim must GAMBATEH !! ACE ACE ACE ! YEAH! Must have DETERMINATION!

TIM NEEDS THE POWER!!!