Life is so fragile...
Dont you think so?
Every split second, you dont know what is going to happen.
This thought, came to mind when...
Today, i looked at my new turtle which i bought just few days ago... Weird as it can be, it lay on that cold piece of rock. Still, lifeless. I feed it, change the water...Done my part as a responsible owner. Sadly, I guess it could not adapt to the new environment, cruel as it can be... God took that LiL creature away from me.
Life is full of unexpected...
I once thought that I, would'nt have any health problem. C'mon... Teenagers are always linked with the word "ACTIVE". Well, not anymore.
That night, i will always remember..
I strecthed just to take something dropped from my bed, immediately I felt the intense pain from my back. I lay down still, not knowing what to do. That night too, i coughed like crazy. The coughing made me bend my body, causing the sharp pain tripple times I could bare. My back damn pain, who is there to help me... I coughed too harsh till there is blood coming out. Salty can it taste. I dont know why, at the same time I was bout to vomit.
I cried.. I am scared... Where is parents when i need them?
Where are my friends who will calm me down?
Where is the Holy Almighty, did my prayers fail once again?
Stupid.. The crying caused my nose blocked & stuffed with mucus.
I was gasping for air, I cant breathe through my nose..
I cant breathe through my mouth, I was bout to vomit..
I cant get up, I cant tolerate with the pain of my back..
Still, I know my nerve touched the chipped bone. I did tears. I threw up. The pain haunt me once again. Why could'nt I be treated? When can I be like you? Run across the field, play sports and chase after the ticking time?
I envy those who smiled and run.. Yes, I do. Is a sin that I cant control.
Today, i knew bout the news of my grandma getting eye surgery. The percentage and risk of getting both eye blind. She is 89 this yr. Why God? Why you have to do this?
I cant help it, i cried when my grandma hold my hands..
Saying:" I m scared. If I am blind, I cant see you no more. Let me see you for the last time."
Who m I to console her? I too having same problems. I too having risk of unable to walk again if I were to go for the operation coming april.
God Where Are You?
I expect the unexpected...
I did'nt expect the unexpected..
I unexpect the unexpected..
I expect the expected...
What is all these?