Happy Holidays (^_^)V

The Camera, my friend! wahahaha

Playing with camera (the day before prom)

All of my Dracula faces!

First Lets upload some of my camp-Whor picture! haha.. So happy after listening to Digimon theme song by Koji Woda! I know its random, but hey! the beat of this song is so relaxing and happy which drives my adrenaline rushing throughout my body!

Yup. These few days seem like I am having a steamboat marathon. Yesterday ate with Nicholas, Wei Lun, Wen Jie and Jiunn Lung at The Curve! Woa~ The bill sum up to a total of RM85! Although the food was really nice, but its so EXPENSIVE! thanks guyS! They brought me to eat steamboat because i wanted to! So tounched man! Ohya~ Must ask Nick they all send me te picture! We took some pictures at the Curve! Haiz.. These are the advantageous of having a camera phone. (^^)v Dad! Now you know why i want a camera phone! Aiks, nevermind, i guess whenever I go outing with my buddy i will bring along my camera, so i can snap some unforgetable memories. Haha. Today, also i ate steamboat with my parents, man! My tummy sure bloated! haha. Okie i shall sleep now, I need to go to the doc tomorrow. Polar Bear! Remember me okay!

Yawn~ Its getting late..

Today its the 1st of december! No plans for me, since i cant work nor learn any new hobby *Money not ENOUGH* Haiz, I am rotten at home! No holiday and no entertainment! Man! Save me! Wawawa..

Ok i want sleep sleep liao.. Tomorrow i will load any exciting news in the blog. night-night computer!

Some of my class & prom night pictures

Fellow G9! i miss all of u!

Jaime (Left), Irene(middle), and me

Me and Munteng

JinSeng and Me

Man, my friend Jaime so good lar... She send me these pictures to cheer me up! Jaime, if u happens to see this ! Thanks Buddy!

Most of all I miss G9!

The silent cry of a sad soul...

After getting my MRI and X-ray report..I just heard a comment from the doctor saying that my bone fractured. However. God seems like playing a serious joke on me.

After i took the second report, It is concluded that 4th joint and the 5th joint of my backbone got problem. A small part of the bone chipped off, which touches the nerve causing the intense pain when i exert pressure on my back..When i listen to what the doctor said while pointing on the X-ray, All i think was.. "That Cant Be Me! The doctor MUST have took the wrong X-ray!" Although the name was clearly written word by word of correct spelling of my full name, I kept convince myself.. it cant be me... When I asked the doctor.. What can be done. The doctor said.. You can go for a surgery, but it is 50/50.. Whereby, 50% I will recover .. another 50% is I will be paralyse for the rest of my life..
Why?? Its because.. the part where the bone chipped off is so near the nerve, if undergo surgery. And in some cases, procedure went wrong, i will be paralyse. Although bone can be replace by disc, but nerve can never be replace if anything went wrong, so its risky...

When i heard this, I just burst into tears.. Imagining.. Paralyse?? no~``~`` I am just in my teens ! No i dont want be like that...

There are other options which i just take pills. Means, there are side effects, And i will always endure the pain.. Help me Lord! U say u wont abandon me! Where are u!
The pain of the hot burning fresh fried herbs which my mum placed it on my back (hopefully to heal my back) is not as pain as my heart which i think about the scene of me unable to walk again..

I look at my feet, my leg.. Now only i realise how much i appreciate them, how much i depend on them, how much i used to gain victory by winning matches and running events..
God.. Am i that a naughty child? Do i really deserves it? Dont punish me this way! No...
Another fall, there goes the years of me walking on ground. I will be carefull! I will! Help me Lord.. please dont leave me like this... I will be good, i promise... I will....

How sad i was, but i was lucky that today, i follow Zen to Time Square.. we ate, then we go for a breif hair makeover, I just wash my hair and blow dry it curly. Nothing much. I had them to cheer me up, until Michelle came to further brighthen up my gloomy emotions. Ya~ I met Saban too! Funny person la he..

now is getting late.. I miss you.. Polar Bear... I really do...

God, Let me recover.. Help me...

Do shimashita ka? (>__<) What is Your Problem?

Prom Night that day, itz my happiest moment spent with my college friends. It is sadly the last time i would see them.. Since I cant go Port Dickson with them..The LAST TRIP OF G9. I would have go if the pain of my back is not torturing me..I had no idea what happened to me. My irritating backpain kept coming back to haunt me wherever i go.. I thought I solved it long time ago?! Why?! Why those doctor cant say anything nice besides the word "SURGERY" Why cant they have electromagnetic razer eyes to see whats wrong with my back (silly me) I felt sad when I see my dad pay the sum of medical bills. I knew it badly he wants to splurge it on his new TV set, but he said "Its alright, as long as you are healthy, thats good enough" How sad it was, I am just an obligation in the family, always fall sick and feeling weak. I was'nt like that last time!

Hmmph! No way I will be defeated by all these man! I MISS POLAR BEAR! hmmph! When u coming to play with me? >___< *Sniff Sniff* Haiz.. Gota wait for some prom pictures from my college friends.. Cant wait to see it la! haha. Tomorrow will be taking My MRI test, hopefully there is nothing wrong with my spinal. Gosh! I sure am very scared!

Randomness

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players? Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.
If u love something...let it go. If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until u make it come tru.
LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Boy~ I call it a Day!

What A Tiring Day

This morning I woke up at 7am to get ready.. For?? Yup! My passport! I had breakfast round 930am, reach the "Tempat Persediaan Passport" at 10am. Well. It was so tiring and frustrating actually. I waited and spend almost my ENTIRE day there. I only collect my passport at 4pm!

SANGAT LAMA LA! \(T___T)/


I was TRULLY EXHAUSTED. Barely able to walk, all I felt was the seductive soft bed and blanky calling me to hit the hay soon. But then.. I was attaracted by a green paper. Which~States... Intensive Language centre. Hmm~ OhYa! Japanese Class! I call up the centre. Hoping i CAN FULLFILL My Dream~ But when I overheard the COST.. Woa!! *Pop Eyes* Hmm~~ Kekeke Maybe I should just forget Bout it la.. Haha

I called Mich to go C.T.P to book a place for manicure..And Er~ Pedicure... Haha.. I cant belive I actually going to do nail art! (Shake head-Sobx.. ^Feeling proud of myself^) Haha.. We ate in McD.. Haiz... Tambah gemuk la.. Later my Prom Dress Pecah.. (Me.. The hulk!) haha...
Went to 1u collect my Prom Dress... So wonderful... Cant wait for the day where Me.. ^Ching-Ching-Ching^ ~Transforming into Cinderella with a pair of glassy Heels~

ya Know what...For some of Friends/Buddy/Pal who SLEEP..Real..LATE NIGHT

1. Dont Call me late night eventhough I Call myself a night sleeper, after 12:3oam PLEASE.. Thou Shall Leave ME ALONE, unless I permit You to do so
2. Never Call My house Phone after 1130pm.
3. Dont Give me SO-CALL wake up call unless I ask you to do so
4. DONT DISTURB ME WHEN I SLEEP

Hmm.. Now so late.. I guess I better go sleep.. Tomorrow Nail Art o! Whee~ Cant wait.. Yawn... M too tired la.. Snooze...Snooze... Z..Z..z...Z..Zzz..zz..Z...

Add nitroglycerine in your life ^_^

\(^_^)/ Holiday just begin.. I am so happy

Haha.. But i dont know what to do during the holidays..
Should I pick up japanese class, Continue my guitar lesson? Take my driving test? Work? (etc) Oh well, i guess i will just do all the things I mentoned above. Haha. Now mid-morning, I am so HYPER (So smart of me to drink coffee at this hour) Lolx.

o('-'o) Gods Know why I start to blog.. (Scratching head) I mean how it feels to be a blogger? haha! I mean Dont'cha find it weird to express your emotion, your thoughts, your rythmic events in this 4-D blog? haha. Whee~ So funny! I am talking myself. Haha!

I dont know why I kept laughing whenever I hear the song Womanizer. I mean this wild imagination I am thinking right now make me laugh like mad larr! Imagine this, A Cute Cubby, Big Size.. Wearing a tight cat women spendex, holding a chain and dance to this song. Haha So funny. Typical lame weird me.

Oh well, I guess I better go to sleep now, Itz Getting Late. Tomorrow I got to wake up early and do my passport.. What to do, A communist/terrorist like me must runaway from *Er-hum* haha. Lolx Just Joking.. Oh well, Good night. I would love to share more of my lame weird stories, too bad is getting late.. So..

Oyasuminasai, iku itsu nemuru!